Thursday, November 14, 2013

I lost it.

Ytd, X gave us a super hard time.....

He was crying for no reason and only quietens down when he's placed on his tummy. I don't know. Colic? My patience for him was wearing thin and I told Q to come home to take over. At that moment, all I wanted was to SLEEP.

I took my meds and went to sleep, leaving the poor hubs to take care of the baby, except waking to feed him. I looked at the crying baby and asked him "What do you want?!?!?". But all I got was louder wails.

The next morning, I felt super guilty. He looked at me and smiled, happy after his feed. I hugged him and told myself not to lose it again. I must say I am very lucky to be still able to have him after some past sagas and I should appreciate God's gift to me.

The biggest lesson of motherhood is - unconditional love. This journey will test my patience, endurance and hopefully mould me to a better person.

Scooting off to feed my sleeping baby! Mommy loves you X!

Ending the post with his funny picture..... lol

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